You can say all these things to make me say even worse things…but you should know that by now, that im not going anywhere. My heart still belongs to you. You try an try to hurt me through painful phrases but all im doing is hoping the best for you. Youre seriously mad at me for caring about you. You tell me that the things you got me for my birthday were given to someone else because they actually deserved it. As far as i know youre dating the guy you promised that i didnt have anything to worry about. He asked you out on my fucking birthday….i cant sleep at night because i STILL blame myself and probably will until i die. If only you knew what pain ive been through the past days, weeks, and months. You portray me as a heartless player that didnt care for you. If i didnt care then why does my heart still belong to you? Why am i still in love with you? Why cant i sleep because of the simple fact of when i close my eyes youre going to be there. And yet i still have hope that you will atleast try and talk things out with me….

Not a day goes by where i dont wake up from this dream. A dream that we worked everything out and that we got back together and you were wearing the ring i was going to get you. When i wake up from this dream i cannot help but smile and i check my phone to see if this is real. When i see that the pictures are still gone and your name isnt even in my phone anymore, i cant help but cry. I havent forgotten you. Not a day goes by where i want to talk to you but i cant because i think youre better off without me…it hurts that youve moved on because honostly i havent. I am still in love with you….if only you knew…

Hello everyone, My name is Zack Meditz. This is my first tumblr post and I think you should know a little bit about me. I first found out about tumblr from one of my friends Brooke. I attend Joliet Central Highschool and I am a Sophomore. I wanted to make a tumblr because i deleted my facebook recently because of the drama and such from others. I am 17 years old right now. My Birthday is February 23. I play the guitar, and sing as well. I am very involved within the preforming arts at Joliet Central. My all time favorite band would have to be Avenged Sevenfold. My favorite song would be Afterlife. As these long draggish days go on, i tend to think about the past that could never be replaced. There is only one thing i regret and that is hurting you. I wont ever give up on you. Anyways, if you would like to know more about me, inbox me. :)